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What causes men to want to worship and be slave to their wife?

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I've spent years trying to figure out why I feel a deep need to be a sexual slave for my wife's pleasure. I really don't know the reason and I'd be interested to read the responses of our subscribers. I used to think it was triggered by early childhood experiences or movie scenes we saw in early childhood or adolescence etc... This could be somewhat correct, but I personally doubt it because I think deep seated issues like this are more nature than nurture. The more I study animals/birds etc in the wild, the more I learn about how their behaviour is controlled/directed by their nature, the way they came into the world and the memories/instructions in their dna. Slavery is older than the first human records. Slavery was part of the first human civilisations back in Mesopotamia 3500BCE and has continued through human existence for millennia. England's Domesday book of 1086 indicated that 10 percent of the population was enslaved. Although slavery is often sti

We finally got a night away

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Soon after my wife's birthday and the time we shared with me kneeling before her in the shower (I then stay on my knees to towel dry her when she gets out)  we finally got a night away together at a nice hotel 1hr drive from where we live. She was in the mood and when I invited her to stop at a sex shop on the drive down she was happy to go in and for the first time ever got a paddle to use on me. She also picked out a very tight pair of thongs for me to wear for the night. When we arrived at the resort we took a shower (or more accurately she took a shower with me on my knees washing her body). Towards end end of the shower she commanded me to lay on the floor of the large shower and she directed her golden goodness directly into my mouth. I feel so close to her when in such a submissive position looking up into her smiling eyes as she does it. There was some overflow and I was surprised she made me lick it off the floor of the shower, something I was never made to do before.

This blog enters it's 3rd decade!

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OMG. It's now 2020 and this blog has entered its 3rd decade. I realise I've had just 2 x posts since 2010. Welcome to married life raising young kids. Yes, I've been terrible at updating, but as a reader you get to see how a real life relationship plays out long term.  So, what's been happening? To be honest, it's been mostly a vanilla experience of working hard, raising a family and both of us being too tired for any sort of intimacy much of the time. We've been mostly like any other average married couple and might only have intimacy every 2-3 weeks; usually starting with me massaging her feet before orally servicing her front and back and finishing up missionary. 90% of the time I've had to consume my "mess" while she drips it over me. If not finishing up missionary she played with her "toy" (vibrator) while I'm told to worship her feet. I'm allowed to pleasure myself while doing this and I have to finish into a sma